I'm so sad because I messed up again and so my brothers, Neko-kun and Setsun-shi are mad at me again.. This time I'm afraid to go home.. I wish I could fit their needs better, but that'll never happen.. I love them a lot and I would do anything for them, but I guess no matter what I do, it won't be good enough. I just want to die... The only reason I haven't is because Dad still wants me to live..... Sigh.. I feel pathetic because other people have worse problems than I do and they don't want do die.. Baka baka baka! -hits herself- Gomenosai...